Progress Report

THIS IS MY CURRENT PROGRESS REPORT. WHENEVER I COMPLETE SOMETHING, I WILL EDIT THIS POST AND PUT THE COMPLETED THINGS IN RED

p. 731, #1-5

ARQ 20.3 (1)

p. 741 #1-5

ARQ 20.4 (3)

-STAR questions packet (74)

-finish Dracula chapter summaries

-write out Dracula script for Creative Project

-perform Dracula twitter feed

-complete outline for all 4 Marine chapters

-write out 80 questions for Marine

-do my fish notebook

-finish scenic model from Hell

-study for my government final

-study for my fish test

-study for my chem final

-do a SEMESTER's worth of chemistry makeup work

-write out my faith statement for confirmation

-buy garden burgers for P&D party

-check with ms. follman about projections

-make sure we have someone to pin the opera wigs

An Update on the Sob.

It's Monday. I have no rehearsals, no church services. Just me and today. My family is out watching Night at the Museum and I'm at home. I will work all day. My motivation is getting done before 11 so I can finish watching the Matrix before I have to return it to blockbuster. Here's what's done...

p. 717, #1-8

ARQ 20.1 (4)

p. 726, #1-6

ARQ 20.2 (2)

-trim the Politics of Art essay

I STILL NEED TO:

p. 731, #1-5

ARQ 20.3 (1)

p. 741 #1-5

ARQ 20.4 (3)

-STAR questions packet (74)

-finish Dracula chapter summaries

-write out Dracula script for Creative Project

-perform Dracula twitter feed

-complete outline for all 4 Marine chapters

-write out 80 questions for Marine

-do my fish notebook

-finish scenic model from Hell

-study for my government final

-study for my fish test

-study for my chem final

-do a SEMESTER's worth of chemistry makeup work

-write out my faith statement for confirmation

-buy garden burgers for P&D party

-check with ms. follman about projections

-make sure we have someone to pin the opera wigs

I THINK I MAY HAVE MORE TO DO THAN WHAT I STARTED WITH.

THIS ALL MUST BE DONE TODAY.

*panic*

THIS IS DISGUSTING. sob.

SATURDAY, REHEARSAL, 9:30AM-2:15PM

SUNDAY, WORSHIP, 8AM-12:30PM

SUNDAY, YOUTH GROUP, 7:00PM-8:30PM

CHEMISTRY:

p. 717, #1-8

20.1 ARQ (4)

p. 726, #1-6

20.2 ARQ (2)

p. 731, #1-5

20.3 ARQ (1)

p. 741, #1-5

20.4 ARQ (3)

20.4 notes

STAR question packet (74)

edit and complete Politics of Art essay

finish Dracula summaries for chapters

write Dracula script

perform Dracula twitter feed

complete coasts outline for marine

write up questions for all marine chapters

complete fish notebook

finish the scenic model from Hell

finish faith statement

do 5 chapters of makeup work for chemistry

I have Saturday, but most of that is blocked because of rehearsal.

I have Sunday, but most of that is blocked because of church things

I have Monday, no school. I will be working all day.

DO NOT ASK ME IF I CAN HANG OUT. I WILL CRY.

What's Lame

Chrissi and Sazuh are going to see Barrowman and the Hub.

Lindsey and Lizz are going to Azkatraz. 

Everyone's going somewhere. And if I don't get the money, I'm not going on the road trip.

As we go on.

Right, but what if we don't go on? I have a month. To get my grades up. And what I'd really like is if I could get all my grades way up so I have room to bomb the final. But as of now, not looking pretty. I'm doing worst in the class that I need to graduate. I need a c or better, I currently have a D, and I'd really like, an A before the final so I have room to bomb that. But that's not going to happen. My current plan is to cut off social activity until school is out. Any time I have free at school, including lunch, is to be spent in a classroom getting work done, because I know later in the day I'll be less motivated. I'm just hoping this is all enough.

Today's Mayhem

5/5/09 12:14 pm- I need to stop procrastinating. Shitty thing is, I know I won't. Just...can't. No matter how many doses of ADD meds I take.

5/5/09 1:08 pm- It's really fucking cold. Tonight I need to turn in my library book, print the crossword, do my marine colour sheet.

5/5/09 1:50 pm- How am I going to achieve the zebra bow for my prom dress?

5/5/09 4:30 pm- "Your inspirational quote made me poke myself"- Allison

5/6/09 10:17 am- Who scripts our lives?

My Addictions

Ice breakers. 

Coca Cola.

Advil.

Because BEDA Died.

An update on my life:

1. ELM: I took the Entry Level Math test. In killer heels. Bad decision. It wasn't too bad but the heels hurt. That's really all I have to say there.

2. Death of BEDA: I'm sorry I have a life. Moving on.

3. PROM!: Allison is making the most bomb-diggity prom dress in all of history, hawt. I'm super excited. I'm going to look GHETTOOO FABULOUS *in the words of Scott*

4. My Addiction: Yes, I have a problem. But Nathan, I don't need to go to rehab, for ice breakers. Seriously. Oh, god, Nathan is commandeering the computer:  She just doesn't understand that I care for her and don't want anything to happen to her. ICe Breakers are just not good for you. If you consume them by the container full a day. Back to Caitlin: I do not consume them by containers per day. I just buy them in mass so I don't have to go back all the time. Goodness.

5. Rock Revolution: was fucking amazing. I realise how completely substance-less by blog is, and I am not particularly interesting, but I love telling you guys about my day. I saw ETF and SOTY and both were amazing. I also lost some hearing in my right ear permanently, and was in my first mosh pit. Both had to happen eventually. 

BEDA 21, 22

Goooooooooooood afternoon, Campers!

Okay, if that rings a bell to you, I apologise. OCHSA is fracking amazing for him.

Didn't go to school because of STAR testing being completely useless, which I don't mind one bit. This will be short. I'm boring. Once I have something to talk about, I will.

BEDA 15,16,17,18,19,20

FUCK. Sorry, guys. I've been super busy trying to avoid failing school, which is really damn hilarious considering right about now I should e taking notes, but am instead catching up on FAILING at blogging. Basically: Britney Spears. Went to see her last night. She is fantastic. The P&D was fucking amazing, and not stoned!!!! YAY! This one will be rather short because I have better things to do, like watch my new obsession. DOLLHOUSE. Yay. Joss Whedon is a god. Moving on: woooooh I'm hyper and I love my life and I'm not gonna graduate high school!!!!! Kthxbai.

BEDA 14: Not About Me

I was looking through the Number Crunching blog, and realised this. 

The NINE things about myself, is double the size of EIGHT ways to win my heart.

Which made me think about that... One less number, half the size. Does that mean I care too much about myself and I'm won over easily? Or does that mean I know myself well and I can quickly and bluntly place down what I want in a relationship? 

Thought I had a good idea of who I was, and I guess I do. But now I really need to focus on what I mean as a person. 

BEDA 13: On the 14th

Okay so it's like, 1:11 am on the 14th. So still the 13th, in my book. Not late. Shut up.

I really want to graduate high school. But at this rate, I don't think it's happening. 

I need to get back on it. Seriously. Apologies for the lack of interesting content. It's late.

Number Crunching.

NINE things about yourself:

1. The obsession (tv show, band, etc.) I live for and worship for all of time changes once every few months, regardless of how much I say it means to me at the time.

2. The two exceptions to that rule are The Used (favourite band) and Doctor Who/Torchwood (favourite tv show)

3. I've never broken a bone.

4. My messenger bag is my canvas. It's been an ongoing project since freshman year.

5. I can't stand cheap pens.

6. You can't see my bright green walls, which I originally painted to use as green screen, because they're all covered, literally, covered, with band and Torchwood posters.

7. I feel naked without my keys on a loop attached to my belt loop.

8. I'm extremely silly, and extremely serious. 

9. I'm not straight edge. But I'm not crazy either. I just exist and hey, if there's mimosa, I'll have mimosa. 

EIGHT ways to win my heart:

1. Eyes, they have to be amazing. I'm a HUGE sucker for eyes.

2. Polite. Manners are important.

3. Be able to be both silly and serious.

4. I'm a nerd. If you're with me, you're probably some sort of nerd, too.

5. I'm big on cuddling. I like to cuddle.

6. Music = key.

7. Show me you love me in ways other than saying it.

8. Sometimes, I pay for dinner.

SEVEN things that cross my mind a lot:

1. I shouldn't be doing this right now, I should be studying.

2. Whatever my current obsession is.

3. I'd rather be in my bed.

4. I'd rather be in the ocean.

5. My best friends.

6. I'm so broke.

7. I love you.

SIX things you do before you go to bed:

1. Take off my class ring, french knot ring, and glasses.

2. Drink a glass of milk.

3. Pack my bag for the next day.

4. Brush my teeth.

5. Straighten my hair.

6. Read or talk to people.

FIVE people who mean a lot:

1. Lindsey

2. Allison

3. Daphne

4. Whatever man I'm currently obsessing over. (Currently: Gareth David-Lloyd)

5. My family.

FOUR things you're wearing right now:

1. blue tank

2. ochsa boxers

3. black lace up high top zebra print converse things

4. my rings

THREE songs that fit your life perfectly:

1. pieces mended- the used

2. what about us- john barrowman

3. mr blue sky- electric light orchestra

TWO things you want to do before you die:

1. meet every man i've ever been obsessed with (allison: duude)

2. find a true bliss to follow.

ONE confession:

1. I have no shame in how deeply my life runs on twitter.

BEDA 12: About Me

Okay, as a general announcement: It most certainly is Easter Sunday. I'm not blogging about that, so let's get that one out of the way. EASTER IS TODAY. Okay, done.

TODAY is going to be all about ME.

Because I'm that kind of conceited. 

No, JK.

But it is just going to be a brief overview of who I am, in weird circumstances. In 20 bulletpoints.

1. I face away from the showerhead when I shower.

2. I think the concept of plastic water bottles that you buy is SO dumb.

3. I have best friends in California, Colorado, New Mexico, Florida, Manchester (England), and Victoria (Australia). 

4. Jesus is my homeboy.

5. Ianto Jones is my homoboy. ^_^ I love him so much.

6. Blue Gillespie would be a much better band if Gareth actually sang.

7. But I still love them to pieces, anyway.

8. I am kind of anal about clothes, I am never completely comfortable if I don't have a tight but thin colored wife beater, like from Hollister or something, under my t-shirt.

9. I am desperately searching for a way to make sure my guitars fit at my dorm.

10. I'm considering buying two hard cases, rather than bringing my guitar stand that holds both of them.

10. My amplifier won't be a problem because it's a bit bigger than a shoebox.

11. The Doctor is the wittiest thing on the planet. 

12. Seriously, if you think I mean a physician, get off this page.

13. I'm talking about the long running scifi show on the BBC.

14. And Torchwood? Even better. <3

15. I go through phases of obsession. 

16. But The Used always have been and always will be my favourite band.

17. If you didn't notice before, I spell things the English way. 

18. And I often say British slang. A lot.

19. i.e: Oi, adding 'yeah?' to the end of a question, saying 'ello and 'ey, and saying bloody (blank) often.

20. And I am perfectly fine with who I am.

BEDA 11: Kids.

I hate kids.

I really really do. I've got no interest in them. They're messy,

and gross

and immature

and stupid

and poop everywhere.

I don't like kids at all.

But I've decided that I'm going to marry a Welsh man, and have a beautiful Welsh wedding.

(in Wales, of course)

And we'll live happily ever after. A Welsh happily ever after. And one day. If I want kids. By some weird, random chance...

I'm adopting. 

Two.

Two beautiful Welsh baby boys.

Everett and Owen.

But not O-win, like the American pronunciation. 

O-WEN. Like the real pronunciation. 

Kids.

BEDA 10: Caitlin

has a 7 page paper for her Gothic Lit class due in three days. Kthxbai.

BEDA 9: FO SHIZZLE

New friends are bomb.

Today was great, I had fun role playing. Went down to the cove and sat in the shade. Got a pretty ring.

Made a new friend. An English friend. And got a nickname. This entry is going to be rather short.

My first ever English friend, and a nickname, in one day. I like this girl. XP

Night all.

BEDA 8: The 21st Century

is when everything changes.

And the gays are ready.

Vermont passed gay marriage. That's news. 

We were discussing it yesterday over margaritas (SO gross), and my Aunt says to the table: Cheers Queers! And My aunt, my mother, and me. 

My two aunts (gay) laughed, along with my mother and my other aunt. But why was I excluded? 

I'm not sure what I am, though I can say I'm a bit brave for putting this out there. S'just, no one really knows yet. Of course, I'm not telling people because I'm not quite sure yet. Could be straight. Could be gay. Could be Jack. I have no idea, just yet.

I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

BEDA 7

Okay I'm not even going to try and excuse the number mix up of the past few days. I'm just starting fresh. Seven. Here I am, still in Mexico. So what am I going to blog about? Psh. Role playing.

I very much enjoy it. I play two very popular characters in a very popular tv show and I'm not going to tell you who or what because then people would know who I am which would be bad. But I do. Okay and instead of 'but', I just wrote 'btu'. Sounds like a lame AIM acronym. What would BTU stand for? But the ukulele! Bed under the...monster. Well that doesn't make much sense. 

Anyway, RP is the best thing in the world and I have so much fun doing it. It's like, I've always wanted to be involved in a tv show. And here I am. I swore I'd never get into role playing but it's kind of like, not as bad as I thought. I thought it was for complete anti-socials. But it's really quite social. And at least I'm not forgetting to pee because I'm spending all my time on WoW. At least it's not that bad...

Yet.

BEDA 3 and 4

Sorry. I'm without internet sometimes here. My dad just set a fucking time limit on my computer. So I can 'go out and enjoy Mexico'. But the thing is, I don't really like Mexico. I don't like going outside and tanning. I don't like going on long jogs. I don't like grocery shopping in another language. 

Which made me realise, I'm a horrible person. I like to stay inside and hang out on the internet. I like to eat comfort food, not try anything new. I like my comfort zone, I don't live on the edge.

I should do that. I don't mean going out and trying heroin just for shits, or going and jumping off a cliff cuz it's edgy. But I mean trying new shit. Just not heroin or anything like that.